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Ok...so i am sitting down right now wondering what i am going to write, its like I honestly want to write today and i feel internally obligated to but i can't think of a topic i guess i will just talk about my day.

Absolutely awesome...more like..nothing special, i am not going to lie to myself
It was actually a boring day maybe that is today's issue..there was no carpe diem, i did not seize the day. Thats all. Carpe Diem

Seize the Day

Ayo Mayo

i love Jesus...no homo

Today was a good day

Today was a good day. Not because of what happened, but instead I DECIDED TO MAKE IT A GOOD DAY.

Remember YOU always have a choice in any situation you can never be forced to do anything..but now i am already i am on a tangent

First of all I woke up late. I was upset for like a SPLIT second then i was like...whatever.
Then i forgot my ID card at home and i was almost on i95 so i had to turn around...whatever.
Then I was late for my first class...again...whatever.

I could have gotten pissed and victimized myself but i CHOSE not to. This is where it all begins . I am finally starting to understand choices and how they will REALLY effect me, and for the most part I have to make choices for myself not for anyone else.

It is possible to make choices that are in your self interest without being selfish. That is what a lot of us have to realize and believe in.

I am going to make the decision, no bitchassness. At all, there are two months left in the year and i will live them to the fullest. I am going to be happy.

That is one thing i have to drill into my head.

"Happiness determines circumstance, circumstance does not determine happiness"

So GO...make good choices and be happy.

Ayo Mayo

OOO Yeaaahhhh

Awesome day. Today was a great day. I hung out with my friends. We went to Chinatown and i got a job...yayyyyy. Awesome I am very happy.

We all ate dinner and we had a great time. We relaxed we chilled it was friendship MAX!LMAO

I then went out with kyle first we went to this other party...well it wasn't even a party it was a get together in a hole in a wall somewhere in Frankford....Seriously, it was a hole in a wall.

Then i went to the Roxxy. I had a great time, and i talked to some random chick in the street and she ended up being really cool, too bad i totally forget to get her number, and i might have bitched out...subconsciously though..forreal. I mostly forgot.

I have the house to myself and i am going to sleep and you know what, I am going to sleep very well. Have a great weekend

Ayo Mayo

Fall back and Relax

The world can get you sometimes, its ridiculous...we all fall victim to the rat race...or were forced into it(me).

Yea, i bet you are thinking "Mayo, how can you be forced into anything?"

I am the reincarnation of Gilgamesh, the one who sees the deep. And he didn't stand for shit, but even he had higher powers to answer to...and that are parents(my case/or Gods(Gilgamesh's case)...lets not get into it.

I am happy this week is over...i can take time to re-evaluate my goals and what i want from myself.

But the year is almost up and it went by fast...so full steam ahead...no time to fuck around.

School can get crazy, so do friends, family and life in general...but always remember to FALL BACK and RELAX

Even the best of us(me) get caught up...don't get caught up in anything

The biggest thing not to get caught up in is YOURSELF...AKA...your EGO...its a hungry little monster.

Dont feed into it.

I'm sitting down maxing right now just jotting down my inner soul and being and i realize...damn. My body is wreaked. I need a spa or sumshit like that....time to sleep.

Ayo Mayo

I don't feel like writing because...

Right now, I really don't feel like writing. Seriously like...wtf. But i decided whatever i feel i am going to do the opposite so...now i would love to write a blog...bye

Don't fall for the trap of everyday life

So I decided to throw down a Spastic little blog for sake's sake.



There is a trap out there it is called the trap of BULLSHIT...and we all get caught up.

So I am sitting at the Tech Center right now and i realize while watching all these people bug out over finals is that we are all human and we are all part of a race. The race to achieve to be something and to "get somewhere" in life.

And in any long race there are bumps

Now the bumps are not exactly the ones in the road, they are more like the incessant bullshit YOU put yourself through everyday. Come On, you know what I am talking about

School
Work
Friends
Relationships
Deadlines
All of that bullshit

And soon, those little bumps become their own races.

The truth is there really is NO RACE.

I was reading some Eckhart Tolle stuff that talks about *detachment* from material things. Not just posessions but things of actual matter. It is all bullshit at the end of the day. I didn't realize this until now. Just because you read something doesn't mean you know it, but over experiences i do believe things things become clearer.

Now I am not saying don't have goals or anything like that. I'm just saying don't let all the little stuff in life become Life itself.

So what i am getting to is live life. whatever you do do it to the fullest, because when it ends(like all things do) you will look back regret not putting your all into everything.

Frankly, I'm too focused to with LIFE to worry about the little bullshit that pops up.

So I end with a quote by Ghandi. Live by this quote. I do...so you must.

Keep your thoughts positive, because your thoughts become your words.

Keep your words positive, because your words become your behavior.

Keep your behavior positive, because your behavior becomes your habits.

Keep your habits positive, because your habits become your values.

Keep your values positive, because your values become your destiny. ---Mohandas Gandhi

Back in Action

Yes!!! the Mayo Mac Dizzle. Is back in action. So heres the deal i dont have much to write but...i have something to write.

1) Team- When having a business, its not always the idea that gets shit going. It is the team behind the idea. As of right now I don't have a team and that is why my clothing line is lagging. So...massive networking is underway. This can take me like a whole year. I wanna have the team thing down by like August.
2) Mr. Model. It is so easy to get off track when it comes to accomplishing a goal,
So. I need to loose some weight. Damn Caf food.

That seems to be it right now, but when in New York some cool places to check out are

Supreme and Union( For my streetwear comrades.(union having a sale $15 a shirt!!!)

Max Brenner Chocolate- Awesome place to eat, just go to Union Square. Easy to find.

Thats all Folks

AYO MAYO