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Ok...so i am sitting down right now wondering what i am going to write, its like I honestly want to write today and i feel internally obligated to but i can't think of a topic i guess i will just talk about my day.

Absolutely awesome...more like..nothing special, i am not going to lie to myself
It was actually a boring day maybe that is today's issue..there was no carpe diem, i did not seize the day. Thats all. Carpe Diem

Seize the Day

Ayo Mayo

i love Jesus...no homo

Today was a good day

Today was a good day. Not because of what happened, but instead I DECIDED TO MAKE IT A GOOD DAY.

Remember YOU always have a choice in any situation you can never be forced to do anything..but now i am already i am on a tangent

First of all I woke up late. I was upset for like a SPLIT second then i was like...whatever.
Then i forgot my ID card at home and i was almost on i95 so i had to turn around...whatever.
Then I was late for my first class...again...whatever.

I could have gotten pissed and victimized myself but i CHOSE not to. This is where it all begins . I am finally starting to understand choices and how they will REALLY effect me, and for the most part I have to make choices for myself not for anyone else.

It is possible to make choices that are in your self interest without being selfish. That is what a lot of us have to realize and believe in.

I am going to make the decision, no bitchassness. At all, there are two months left in the year and i will live them to the fullest. I am going to be happy.

That is one thing i have to drill into my head.

"Happiness determines circumstance, circumstance does not determine happiness"

So GO...make good choices and be happy.

Ayo Mayo

OOO Yeaaahhhh

Awesome day. Today was a great day. I hung out with my friends. We went to Chinatown and i got a job...yayyyyy. Awesome I am very happy.

We all ate dinner and we had a great time. We relaxed we chilled it was friendship MAX!LMAO

I then went out with kyle first we went to this other party...well it wasn't even a party it was a get together in a hole in a wall somewhere in Frankford....Seriously, it was a hole in a wall.

Then i went to the Roxxy. I had a great time, and i talked to some random chick in the street and she ended up being really cool, too bad i totally forget to get her number, and i might have bitched out...subconsciously though..forreal. I mostly forgot.

I have the house to myself and i am going to sleep and you know what, I am going to sleep very well. Have a great weekend

Ayo Mayo

Fall back and Relax

The world can get you sometimes, its ridiculous...we all fall victim to the rat race...or were forced into it(me).

Yea, i bet you are thinking "Mayo, how can you be forced into anything?"

I am the reincarnation of Gilgamesh, the one who sees the deep. And he didn't stand for shit, but even he had higher powers to answer to...and that are parents(my case/or Gods(Gilgamesh's case)...lets not get into it.

I am happy this week is over...i can take time to re-evaluate my goals and what i want from myself.

But the year is almost up and it went by fast...so full steam ahead...no time to fuck around.

School can get crazy, so do friends, family and life in general...but always remember to FALL BACK and RELAX

Even the best of us(me) get caught up...don't get caught up in anything

The biggest thing not to get caught up in is YOURSELF...AKA...your EGO...its a hungry little monster.

Dont feed into it.

I'm sitting down maxing right now just jotting down my inner soul and being and i realize...damn. My body is wreaked. I need a spa or sumshit like that....time to sleep.

Ayo Mayo